Directed by award-winning documentary film editor Annie Leclair, Les eaux calmes (Calmer Waters) follows the journey of Soleine, the first quadriplegic woman to give birth in Quebec. Paralyzed from the neck down following a tragic diving incident as a teen, the film encapsulates the unique journey of motherhood as a quadriplegic woman. Not only does the film follow the complex journey that is motherhood — it begs the question of meaning and understanding one’s place in a world not designed for people with disabilities.
“Can I have a child, can I realize my dreams, could I have a better story to tell? ”
We are invited to an unfiltered look at Soleine’s daily life, her challenges, and the inner struggles that come with her decision to raise a family. Moved by the desire to confront her grief, Soleine decides to journey back into the water for the first time since her diving incident over 23 years ago. Deciding to revisit a cherished childhood memory—a fishing trip with her family— Soleine attempts to finally mourn the loss of her mobility and let go of the grief that has anchored her for so long.
The film's pace is fluid, patient, and reflective, constantly unfolding pivotal periods in Soleine’s life. The viewer is given a window into Soleine’s life between 2011 and 2021, watching her navigate major chapters in her life— moving homes, career transitions, and caring for her daughters independently— with strength, curiosity, and trust. We get to view not only Soleine's physical journey, but also her emotional and psychological growth. Her process of self-forgiveness becomes a central theme, striving to live with grief and build a full, meaningful life.
Les eaux calmes (Calmer Waters) invites us to a world of re-learning: re-learning your purpose in the world, how to accept your past, and confront your present. It is a story that highlights our shared humanity and what it means to live authentically in a world that often doesn’t make space for people with disabilities. For anyone interested in the themes of self-forgiveness, worth, and grief, Les eaux calmes (Calmer Waters) is a must-see.
Les eaux calmes (Calmer Waters) has been awarded a Jury’s Prize Award at the Festival du film social in France, The Vania Exerjian Empowering Women Award from the Socially Relevant Film Festival in New York, and the Best Cinematography Award at the Breaking Down Barriers Festival in Moscow.
The film is available to view online until May 31st, on the Socially Relevant Film Festival (U.S. only).
